First of all, when she broke up with you that was the end of it. Seems pretty clear to me. If she doesn't feel it anymore, there's not really anything you can do to change that. Tough break.
Aside from that, I don't see where you screwed up or 'cheated' here. She expressed that she was no longer interested in being with you. You went and slept with someone else. The thing is, the instant she broke off the relationship she forfeited any and all say in who you do or do not sleep with.
Don't waste time feeling guilty and don't waste time chasing her. Move on with your life.
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I get through cryin' and I'm sadder than before I wept
I get through thinkin' now, and the thoughts have left my head
I get through speakin' and I can't remember, not a word that I said
- Ben Harper, Show Me A Little Shame
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