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So the goal is the doingness of the piano, the creative aspect. I understand that. However, what drives you to continue to play the piano and to listen after?
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truth is that its all about the zero.
its about nothingness.
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Isn't it the prospect of creating for happiness, or someone else's happiness? Isn't that the effect that you're striving to cause over and over? Kind of like what I imagine cocaine is like?
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maybe--but alot of different things get communicated with sound, not all of them pleasant.
it's not really something i know about--people say my playing is emotional, but i dont feel anything.
i see structures and make them bend.
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(Your description of playing sounds suspiciously orgasmic.)
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i think i am aware of more things in orgasm situations.
but maybe you're right.
if you are, then shhh....it's a secret.