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cheating and cheating
I started sleeping with a girl when I knew she was still involved with another dude (and technically, although in a farcical way, engaged to him)
She told me it was over between her and him... he treated her like shit, etc etc, and now it isn't and she loves him after all, and she's still together with him, and was all along and I guess I was a side thing.
In a way its insulting and annoying, and in a way its kind of flattering.
Anyway, I think its time to call it a day with her, but I wont talk about it to her boyfriend or anything, I dont want to mess things up for her, and what benefit would it give me?
But I suppose it is the lesson that everyone told me I would learn (or everyone who talked about it here)... I didnt really have a lot involved emotionally in it, but I do think - not being arrogant - she's making the wrong choice.
I mean, for all my faults, at least I didnt make her cry as he seems too pretty much on a weekly basis.
Then again, given that I just typed that I didnt really care - maybe we were both wrong choices.
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"Do not tell lies, and do not do what you hate,
for all things are plain in the sight of Heaven. For nothing
hidden will not become manifest, and nothing covered will remain
without being uncovered."
The Gospel of Thomas
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