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Every once in a while I get this disgusting, hollow feeling that makes me feel nearly dead. I'll get it for like months at a time - I have no clue what it is, or why I feel like it, but I finally figured out what it was a couple of years ago - it's the realization that I have everything I currently wanted. I hate the feeling, and I yearn for the days when I have a long list of things I truly want, but can't have.
Pathetic, sad, but true!
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Off the record, on the q.t., and very hush-hush.
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