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Originally Posted by sphynx
I'm kind of glad it happened actually, wierd enough, I guess because it gives me a good excuse to stop dwelling on her soo much. I in general, and i know this may seem biased for the circumstances...but I don't have too much respect at all for drunken floosies who screw random dudes..that was just a big turn off i guess.
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Good thing she didn't get too drunk and fuck you, because you would still have those traces of one-itis (a psychological pathology characterized by believing that "she's the one" and screwing yourself for a long time because you can't screw her and don't want anyone else.) I thought a friend in high school was the one, I blew my chance, and when I finally saw her again a few years later, I overheard her talking with someone and realized just how badly it would have turned out for me. Even though I thought I was over it, I realize now that I was subconsciously sabotaging myself for years because I still hadn't gotten over the fact that I blew my chance with someone so intelligent and beautiful. Once I found out that someone who seemed so perfect could be just as shallow and petty as the rest of the world, it broke the spell and I was over it.