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The thing is dude, its not just me, she really is kind of fucked up, and I'm not the only one to notice...not because I got put down and all but she IS a user., maybe not like in the bf/gf type sense, but in an overall sense. She likes using people to get her way and when she doesn't need them she forgets about them completely, and then whenever she wants something from them she puts on this really fake mask just to get her way. I'm really just tired of putting up with that shit. For example, yesterday my old roommate who used to live with us came over to drink with us, she got all friendly with him...sat on his lap..and was like dude i miss you..etc etc being overly friendly. We both just kind of looked at each other, me and my old roomie and were like what!? After she left the room he was like, you do realize dude that she hasnt talked to me, not even one phone call in the last 6 months. Theres also the fact that she kind of sort of threw me away as a friend completely after i told her what i told her, she even wanted to kick me out of the house and didn't talk to me for a month. I mean, is it really that bad to find out that your best friend has feelings for you? I'll admit on my part i have been a immature holding on to this for so long and for caring so much. I guess its just because its kind of a dynamic situation where im sitting at and because this is the first time anything like this has happened to me, and hopefully the last. Not a lot of people, least that i know of are stupid enough to fall for their best friend who lives with them, but i guess thats just fucking life isn't it?
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