sphynx

The other wierd thing, is like....I don't know if i'm insulting my own intelligence by saying this, but I don't think shes actually having sex with my other friend...not that theres really any way to know for sure, but like, the second day they did it, I went in her room in the morning to ask her something...I didn't know her was there..and she's usually up that early in the morning, and he was there cuddling with her...they were both fully clothed. So the thing is I don't know if I'm just overreacting by assuming that they're actually having sex, just because they're sleeping in the same bed....I guess there really is no way to know in the end. What do you think are the odds that they are? I mean shes leaving for Rome next semester...thats in less than two months...and shes said before that shes no currently seeking a relationship for that exact reason...her last boyfriend kind of dumped her last summer because she went on an internship in DC for like 2 months... Anyways....yeah I don't know what to think...logically i know i should let the situation go...but its kinda hard when you hit by the double whammy of basically your best friend chose your other best friend over you...whether its just for close intimacy...or actual sex....who knows....

I know I shouldn't worry about it, but i'll admit it makes me kind of jealous to think that not only is she with another dude...but shes with my other best friend...of all people. Granted they both used to be kind of all over each other senior year in highschool...but still ....they never actually dated. The other thing that I can't understand is why shes doing this to begin with, shes said before that she doesn't want a relationship because shes going abroad to rome next semester....she had a bad experience with her previous boyfriend dumping her after she went on an internship to dc for two months last summer. I don't know if i'm insulting my own intelligence....but I still kind of refuse to believe that they're having sex, even though they've slept in the same bed for like three nights...this happened within the last week. I also kind of walked in her room the second night he was there, I didn't know he way there at the time though, i had gone to ask her something because she's usually awake that early in the morning. Instead i find them spooning with him...arm around her....but they were both fully clothed... I'll admit, I'm just really trying to figure out whats going on between the two of them...even though i know the mature thing to do is to drop the entire thing and not worry about it. I guess my own emotions about what I used to and still sort of feel for her are clouding my judgement? Right now I guess i'm sure trying to understand the situation..and why they're being so sneaky about it around me.

the previous was kind of a double post on my part...still getting used to the forum...sorry :P