Why do you care?
You poured your heart out to her, she shot you down. Tough break, kid, but sometimes it happens that way. And now it looks like she's decided she wants to get all wet and wild with this other guy... well, that's an even tougher break. If, however, you want to go back to having a friendship with her, you have to get it out of your head that it's any business of yours who she does or does not fuck. You're all adults and can make your own choices now.
Seriously. You say your friendship with her has deteriorated; well, if you're acting all messed up about her sleeping with otherguy, that's what's going to happen. If you stop caring (and consequently act like you don't care) you may be able to go back to being friends. Or maybe not. The shitty thing about taking the chance is that it can mess up the friendship, if there was one. So that might be gone, in which case it's time to start looking for new digs.
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I wake up in the morning more tired than before I slept
I get through cryin' and I'm sadder than before I wept
I get through thinkin' now, and the thoughts have left my head
I get through speakin' and I can't remember, not a word that I said
- Ben Harper, Show Me A Little Shame
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