Ambrosiamethyst

I am soooo sick of lying, manipulative scumbags.....you know, humans!
Well, after being kicked in the head YET AGAIN by my ex who spent 8 years playing every game in the book, I did a google search for "f--k over a--holes" and a first happened for me...only one hit, and here I am!

A perfect match...Is it destiny, an ironic twist of fate, the mother ship calling me home or yet just another way the universe is giving me the finger?

Well, I need the manual, cause I did not get one when they were handing them out at birth...however, as a replacement for the missing sense, I got the gift (curse) of speaking my mind, seeing things for how they really are (clarity) no matter how harsh (a threat to eveyone when it is too close to home for them), speaking a language unique only to myself (and my other personalities), constant brain (knee) jerk reaction to psychoanalyse, philosophize, understand/make sense of everything all the time, always do good and be the best I can because it makes sense and not operating according to logic makes my head short circuit.

Little bits of wisdom (irony) are my (spiritual) guide. Even the old simple ones make more sense/take on a deeper meaning as they are reapplied. But still, why is it that the older I get the less I understand? I am feeling so unsettled
There is no peace. Just more BS or a frontal labadomy (but I'd rather have a bottle in front of me)...