Shauk, I think you know what to do here.
My advice is this: the saying "out of sight, out of mind" exists for a reason.
Move out, don't talk to her. Delete her phone number and contact information, get rid of (throw away or put into storage) everything you've got that reminds you of her.
The pain and temptation are real and will take a long time to fade. Meanwhile, you need to be looking and moving forward, not backward.
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Cogito ergo spud -- I think, therefore I yam
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