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What Jess, Ustwo, and Pig said.
You've read it in TFP multiple times: the pain will stay with you for a long time, and at this moment you don't feel like it will ever get better. Cliched as it sounds, it *will* get better. In the meantime, cry, physically abuse things that you can't hurt and won't hurt you (I recommend punching the mattress or pillows, but that was just me), and then take action like Jess said. Having something to do, a goal of getting a place and getting set up, will do wonders in that it is something to occupy your mind. Keep telling yourself that you deserve better - because you DO. Now, do what Jess said. Now.
Good luck and be true.
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