What has been your favorite age or time period in your life?
Child? Teens? Early 20s? Late 20s? Early 30s? Late 30s? You get the picture. What made it so special? If you are over 40, does wisdom make up for lost youth?
I miss the time period between when I was 12 to 15, especially when I was 14. I had so much going on in my life then; Band, boyfriends, friends, school, acting, and so many other things. I didnt have to feel bad about not having my drivers license because I wasnt old enough to drive yet. Same thing about having a job. Now I have this fear of meeting people which I didnt have back then because Im afraid they\'ll think less of me because I still cant drive...still looking for a regular job for that matter too which Im having a terrible time at finding and also because Im back living with my mom while they all have their own homes. I also feel like Im too fat now, and Im terrified to get back on stage and act like I used to when I was thinner. Everything seemed so much better back then.
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