healer and I, I think have that level of trust. Sure, I may joke about him cheating or whatever the case may be with another women but i know that it'll never happen.
In the begining and even now, my green monster rears it's head every now and then but that's something I have to get past. I know I do. And even though this convo was not directly aimed at me but rather at the situation others are faced with, i feel that i can relate to it.
guys, i dont know how i'll feel if i should see healer touching another woman or vice versa...i do know that it was my idea and it's something that i have come to want very much and to have that, i need to be okay with the fact that there'll be alot of interaction between the three of us.
and after that, i need to lay there and think that "i did it, it's done, it was great, it was horrible and i never want to do it again".
i know that no matter what, healer is mine and i am his and nothing is going to change that.
and i think also that parly why i want to do this is also that healer has never been with any other women besides me and this is kinda a present to him from me before we get married...not to mention me having the FFM threesome that i've been fantasising about for so long
so, thanks for all your input and discussion guys and GG, you and J are FRIGGIN' awesome!!!
so, anyone have any suggestions for me on how to entice my lesbian friend to have a threesome with healer and myself?