Do you ever just feel...scattered?
This will probably come off as sounding like some hopless, depressed post but I just feel... crazy and even when I talk about it with my friends i don't feel any better...and i thought maybe someone else out there felt like this.
It's really just today. Today I feel like a crazy, emotional psycho. Do you ever have those days? Where even when you can explain in (and your period often factors into the explaination) you just feel crazier for having a reason? It's like all these silly little nothing things, like, my job isn't really going well, and I'm sick, and i miss my boyfriend who lives far away and who I also had a sort of fight with a little while ago that was never fully resolved, and i have so much to do (but don't we all?). And I just want someone to come hold me so I won't fall apart but even then i still feel off... And maybe it is just hormones but even then shouldn't I feel better? And I keep trying to talk about it but that doesn't help either and ususally talking does... I'll probably feel better in the morning and be horribly embarassed and delete this whole post.. but if anyone out there feels this way or has felt this way... even if you don't have any grand, pscho-fixing advice, please just let me a note here and let me know that you understand
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