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As much as I hate hate hate admiting this, it might as well be a product of parental conditioning. Coming from the midwest and coming from a very white area (that also happened to be really racist) we were conditioned not to find attraction in anything but our own skin tone. Now, mind you, a lot of us realize this and we strive to break away from this, but when it comes down to it, it is embedded deep in us... to the subconscious. Mix that with girls not wanting to disappoint the parentals, you have a tough challange ahead of you.
I dont want to say you are screwed. But I do want to share some insight from someone who has realized my own downfalls and how they determine who I feel that connection to. I wish you the best and if anything, move to a big city..... Anywhere, things are always different there.
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