well. I guess we'll just have to come to terms that I'm a weaker person than you'd like to see. I don't know. whatever, cold turkey or all in, I guess I have other things more important to worry about than this girl, like, me.
I dunno, maybe thats just my problem all along. Maybe if I take care of myself then the situation with her will take care of itself as well, I don't know, but It's taking just as much out of me to try to NOT talk to her as it does to try to talk to her.
Maybe I shouldn't devote any energy or effort to either direction and live and let live.
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