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Respectfully, will, have you ever been in a real fight, not a minor scrap or misunderstanding, but something where people were dedicatedly trying to do you serious bodily harm up close and personal? I ask because I felt a lot like you sound before I was in a few- it seems that you are under the delusion that you will have the luxury of hurting someone to the point of permanent damage but not beyond. being in real fights has made me.
1- never want to be in another
2- painfully aware that life is not like training
3- aware that if it comes down to me or them, if I get to choose, its gonna be them
real fights suck, and while your idealism is heartfelt, I hope that you get to keep it......
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Mood the more as our might lessens
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