maleficent

I'm a fairly negative person - life has pretty much taken me there... (yes I know negative negative)

laziness right now has me staying negative -it's effort to be postive.. and see the postive in things... and if I actually do start to beleive good things, well too often it leads to disappointment because there's always a fall.

if you stay at the bottom and something good happens, well it's a bonus - when you have no expectationsof good - and something good happens on a rare instance - then well - yay...

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