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WhoaitsZ · 06-01-2003, 08:09 PM

How in the hell did I not see this thread?

the biggest issue of addiction is, indeed, yourself. some addictions, though (mainly drug abuse related) can literaly rewire your brain, which is their own fault but a problem nonetheless.

i posted on music about scott weiland how i hoped he'd be better but its time her grew up... i didn't expect the bumrush that made one user give me

the thing with addiction is (or for me was) You have to say enough is enough and I do not want or need it ever again. period. No more. and then actually succeed with your promise and _never touch it again_.

when i got off a major addiction to Hydrocone (I took 100 pills in five days and 16 ounce elixer in 4 days at the peek) i for weeks would be sitting and going about my business when bam! i'd get sicksickSICK.

i'd have tp play everything back in my mind a few days, trying to figre out what the hell happened to make me sick. sickness is not tolerated with me, it has to be attacked head on, aggresively, imediatly, or it will kill me. so i went back in thought. nothing. then i thought Lortab.

when i went through withdrawel before rehabbing i'd feel exceedingly sick, achey, sweat..... like a flu. these symptoms poped up for two years, but i didn't reach back for the Hydrocone. I bit down and just took it. the next day, things were much better, but i had to hold on. you can't go half assed or even 95% ready to quit. its got to END.

now for those who thinks its easy, its not. for me, anyhow. i have a fourteen hour siezure due to the withdrawel. i have 1) had back surgery cutting from buttock to neck 2) a tracheotomy put in 3) surggery without anesethesia 4) broke my right femur hitting a van knee first 5) I've had a lung to collapse about 15 times 6) I've had a lot of uncomfortable sittuations and nothing contends with those last 14 hours of withdrawel.

the problem with this topic is like saying "`the man isi njured', does he hurt or not?" how is he injured? where? why?

there are tons of addictions.

I do fully believe Americans have way too many 'addiction' problems. its called being irresponsibe and getting away with it.

i have a major obsession with porn. like bad, but i'd never in my wildest (worse) dream ever hurt a lady or lay an unwanted finger on them. i am not going to tell the cops 'oh woe is me'. i'm never even going to think in that direction, much less let it happen.

with casses of OCD or similiar casses where a person gets addicted to 'buying' obsessively or something, i say lock em up, stop further purchases, and let the person pay back the money.

i don't think we should do any further penalties, just make them pay with a required psyche examination.

the thing thats SUCKS is so many people do have a mental disorder and they are ignored because of some little fuckwit who can't control his own purchases. its the few minority who don't need help badly fucking the system while the rest of the minority go hungry. its sick.

oh and i too believe the media makes a lot of this shit up so they can convince us that we need a product or make us believe it is perfectly okay to loose self control of oneself so the media can make money. I bet my bottom dollar most of these buisnisses see their money before all is said and done.

there are too many diseases or simply problems with OCD and such to say "I have the answer". most of the time it IS a controlable problem, but i guarantee you someone, somewhere is coming unglue for lack of control he or she can't control, and that is sad.

06-01-2003, 08:09 PM	#28 (permalink)
WhoaitsZ Crazy Location: right behind you...	How in the hell did I not see this thread? the biggest issue of addiction is, indeed, yourself. some addictions, though (mainly drug abuse related) can literaly rewire your brain, which is their own fault but a problem nonetheless. i posted on music about scott weiland how i hoped he'd be better but its time her grew up... i didn't expect the bumrush that made one user give me the thing with addiction is (or for me was) *You have to say enough is enough and I do not* want or need it ever again. period. No more. and then actually succeed with your promise and _never touch it again_. when i got off a major addiction to Hydrocone (I took 100 pills in five days and 16 ounce elixer in 4 days at the peek) i for weeks would be sitting and going about my business when bam! i'd get sicksickSICK. i'd have tp play everything back in my mind a few days, trying to figre out what the hell happened to make me sick. sickness is not tolerated with me, it has to be attacked head on, aggresively, imediatly, or it will kill me. so i went back in thought. nothing. then i thought Lortab*. when i went through withdrawel before rehabbing i'd feel exceedingly sick, achey, sweat..... like a flu. these symptoms poped up for two years, but i didn't reach back for the Hydrocone. I bit down and just took it. the next day, things were much better, but i had to hold on. you can't go half assed or even 95% ready to quit. its got to END. now for those who thinks its easy, its not. for me, anyhow. i have a fourteen hour siezure due to the withdrawel. i have 1) had back surgery cutting from buttock to neck 2) a tracheotomy put in 3) surggery without anesethesia 4) broke my right femur hitting a van knee first 5) I've had a lung to collapse about 15 times 6) I've had a lot of uncomfortable sittuations and nothing* contends with those last 14 hours of withdrawel. the problem with this topic is like saying "`the man isi njured', does he hurt or not?" how is he injured? where? why? there are tons of addictions. I do fully believe Americans have way too many 'addiction' problems. its called being irresponsibe and getting away with it. i have a major obsession with porn. like bad, but i'd never in my wildest (worse) dream ever hurt a lady or lay an unwanted finger on them. i am not going to tell the cops 'oh woe is me'. i'm never even going to think in that direction, much less let it happen. with casses of OCD or similiar casses where a person gets addicted to 'buying' obsessively or something, i say lock em up, stop further purchases, and let the person pay back the money. i don't think we should do any further penalties, just make them pay with a required psyche examination. the thing thats SUCKS is so many people do have a mental disorder and they are ignored because of some little fuckwit who can't control his own purchases. its the few minority who don't need help badly fucking the system while the rest of the minority go hungry. its sick. oh and i too believe the media makes a lot of this shit up so they can convince us that we need a product or make us believe it is perfectly okay to loose self control of oneself so the media can make money. I bet my bottom dollar most of these buisnisses see their money before all is said and done. there are too many diseases or simply problems with OCD and such to say "I have the answer". most of the time it IS a controlable problem, but i guarantee you someone, somewhere is coming unglue for lack of control he or she can't control, and that is sad.