It has nothing to do with the rape thing - sorry I was a little unspecific.
I have a few reasons
1) he's 16 and there's a few years age gap between the two of us, while this might not have been an issue if he was a bit older atm when I look at him I see a 16yr old kid not an adult.
2) He's the brother of one of my best friends and a close friend of mine I honestly don't want to screw that up by letting sex get involved, I know some people stay close friends with their ex but the majority of those I know don't.
3) Maybe most importantly I don't want a relationship atm. Sure I like a fuck every now and then but that's what my FwB are for. I just cbf with the whole having to go and see him and do stuff etc etc
4) I think he might only be looking for an easy lay. He knows that I have sex outside of a committed relationship and some guys believe if you do that you'll fuck pretty much anything that comes along, sure I like sex but I'm picky about who I let share that experience with me.
does that help?
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