RAMONES!!!

i've seen the knifing video. Well at least some kind, i saw some Russian soilders (2) come up and just stick a guy and it went to black and next scene you see just a river of blood. I didnt choose to see it, one friend already saw it and told us not to see it, i decided not to, but my friend did, and i wish i didnt.

but for some stupid FUCKING reason i did download some faces of death: sick.

I saw a video (taken sometime in the 70's) of one of those drive through zoo safaris. One dad gets out of his car with a video camera. These 2 or 3 lions come up sniff him and quickly attack him, there was a camera person in another car that caught all of this, the camera person looked over at the car the guy came from and just to see the terror on the faces of his family, seeing his baby cry and scream, and just thinking of being one of those people, knowing that they just couldnt do anything, nothing at all. it just makes me sad, I stopped looking at Faces of death after that, and some real bad shit happened in my life, that just makes me only enjoy life.


and those links of tub girl and the other one bud dwyer, i just cant bring myself to click on, i dont want to be stuck with that image.



i dont know how i forgot this, but recently my dad was making something with his table saw....i'm sure you guys know where it is going from here. well he cut some of his fingers not off but hanging. Me i was playing drums and my brother ran up and told me what happened. I never saw him bleeding but when he was in the hospital they were taking the bandage off and i just started to lost my strengh and good thing i was leaning on a wall. but the doctors had to sew (connect) his hand to his chest, right under his nipple. I dont even know how to explain the way it looked. after 2 weeks like that he got it removed and needless to say he can move it and all it is now is cosmetic, his fingers are crooked and his thumb has a big patch on it.

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