Manic_Skafe

Surely your boyfriend should've taken all the necessary steps to make sure that you didn't find the pictures but you make it seem as if you walked in on him and your friends having an orgy.

Have you two ever considered sharing your fantasies with each other? Open the lines of communication and you'll probably find that his actions weren't nearly as criminal as you make them out to be.

And also, the fact that this situation seems to have destroyed you is proof enough of the fact that you have some self-esteem issues that need to be addressed outside of your relationship. Everyone wants to feel loved by their SO but those feelings should be complimentary - they shouldn't make or break you.

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