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Well, at first I only smoked on occasions, and there was never a temptation to do so at any other time, such as New Year's Eve. It was weird, like I could make a pack last months.
The girl I'm friends with now has gotten me into it. At first I only smoked when around her, but now I'm around her like every other day. I've bought two packs now. I used to just bum 'em off someone in the party that was doing it. I only smoked when the group I was with was smoking, and that started like last November.
I don't know if I'm addicted. My limit is five. I smoked five on New Year's Eve, and by then I got so sick I couldn't stand another whiff of one without getting nauseous. Last night I smoked five, first time since then, I thought I was going to vomit all of the McD's I just ate.
Ironically I work in pharmacy and see customers paying $128.00 for the Chantix, since most insurances don't cover it. At that cost, it still flies off the shelf.
I also consider it an irony when a customer hands me a prescription for an antibiotic in the drive-thru with one hand, while a cigarette simmers in the other.
Anyway, I coulda sworn that after chaining a few cigarettes the lights get brighter, like light-sensitivity, and I start to feel really loose. There are a lot of chemicals, you know.
Anyway besides that, my question had to do with what the differences are in the cigarettes out there. There are so many different kinds, and I've mostly limited my choices to the ones that my peers smoke. I think I could drop it, especially after last night, but we'll see!
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