The advice you are getting here is dead on. Stop saying "They won't let me." They are not physically restraining you. You are allowing them. If someone wouldn't let you eat, would you just sit there and sigh and say, "Oh, I really wish I could eat, but they won't let me"? NO. You go and eat, and think to yourself how crazy they are fro trying to keep you from doing what you want.
Go live your live. Your parents are a big boy and girl. They'll live.
Time to grow some ovaries, my dear.
