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Sorry to whine here again, but I just feel so trapped. I've been back home with my parents for two months because I have nowhere else to go. They've refused to let me look for a job until I learn how to drive because there's no way for me to get to the job. However, they've also refused to teach me how to drive because they're convinced I'll crash, and they refused to let me go to a driving school because my mother thinks the driving instructor will kidnap me. On top of that, every few days my mother starts yelling at me that I'm useless because I don't have a job and she wants me out of the house. I'm not suicidal, but ever since I stupidly told them that I visited the school psychiatrist, she actually tells me to commit suicide every so often. My life has no purpose right now, and I usually sleep more than I need to because I don't want to get up, but that just makes her yell at me more. I don't know what to do. I want to get away so badly but I don't know how. I did try to apply for some jobs anyway, but I haven't heard back yet. I had my resume on Monster.com, but my dad went ballistic when he found out and made me take it down.
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