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Personally I think prostitution (brothels) should be legal, when I went to visit family in Australia, I found out that they are regulated by the state,checked monthly for all STD's as well as how the are feeling about what they are doing
As for visiting one with the history of my life to that point at 21 I felt I "needed" to, since my past might have changed? me.
She knew it was my first time, and took time to calm me down and get into the mood, actually making it the best experience I have ever had.
Yes I know that she was probably faking her reaction (though she continued for a couple of minutes after) and that her words where false flattery but for that amount of time and a little bit afterward I felt like everything was good.
At 36 I would love to go out on a date but my history has burdened me with anxieties,panic attacks, ptsd and other stuff which makes it extremely hard to think of going to bars, or other crowded places though I don't drink,smoke or do drugs, It's also in my mind that i could never say any right words other than "hello"
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