abaya

Why are you comparing yourself to pornos? Porn has NOTHING to do with real life. I'd stay as far away from that comparison as possible. You are who you are, and your penis is fine the way it is. Hell, I'd say the less it looks like a porn star's, the better.

Are you also comparing your "not hot" girlfriend to a porn star, btw?

Also, it's already been said here, but I would think any kind of smoking (pot or cigarettes) is not going to "improve" anything for you. If anything, it will decrease your performance.

You won't know if you're impotent until you actually try to have sex, though.

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