It really sounds like you do need to focus on yourself for the time being, not being an appendage of this girl you like. For me, moving was a big help in forcing me to focus on my "new life" here, and catch up with the past on my own terms, on my own timeline.
Try to complete yourself as an individual before you seriously think of complicating things by involving another person. Co-dependency is bad for both of those involved.
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seretogis - sieg heil
perfect little dream the kind that hurts the most, forgot how it feels well almost
no one to blame always the same, open my eyes wake up in flames
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