A week and a day later, however, I can tell you that I have never bled so much before in my entire life, and of course this horrible shit had to happen to me on my first 12 hour shift in a week (not counting the night shift I worked). I can honestly say that I will never do this again. Next time I get pregnant, it'll be meant to be. I'm not going through this horror.
Which reminds me, I need to go change my pad again.
This whole ordeal's been the reason I haven't been on here. Sorry, ladies, if anyone was worried. It's been extremely rough.
I have an appointment with a counselor next week.
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