Aaaaaaaaaaw man, everything I read in this just reminds me of so many painful experiences I've had myself.
It's tough, it's real tough, but all you can do is what you've already done man. Just put your cards on the table and show your hand.
Sometimes you wish you could hate them, and just walk away. That would make it all so much simpler. But you don't hate them, you still love them, and the thought of them not being in your life slays you. Yet, them being in your life, especially when you both openly admit to having feelings for each other is a tough path to walk.
There isn't anything I can say to you that will help you or be of any use. So all I will say is I feel for yu.
Man, seriously, I hope you work it out with her.
Just remember, nothing truly worth having comes easy.
Take care mate
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