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so without diving into eleven billion details, she just sent me a text randomly asking if we fought a lot when we 1st started dating. Basically tipping me off that she was comparing our relationship to her new one.
I gotta wonder, how high did I set the bar for her if she needs to compare us side by side all the time? Apparently they almost broke up again tonight *shrug*
So I just flat out asked her if she misses our relationship or something since she appeared to be trying to draw yet another comparison out of it.
I basically just realize that since I can't get over her since we still interact all the time and that she really IS my best friend..... I told her that I'm not sure that its a good idea if we still remain friends, for the sake of my emotions and then I explained why...
conversation ensues, fast forward, she says she still loves me, that she misses me, that I'm her best friend, but that she doesn't think of us "sexually" anymore.
at that point I just quit talking to her because I guess my poor ego was just like "blah, how can I compare "sexually" to someone who's chiseled to look like a human version of in her own words, the statue of david. (at which point my friend was more than happy to leap and and say BUT THE STATUE OF DAVID HAS A SMALL PEEPEE, god bless my friends)
anyways, more texts follow after that saying she honestly questions why she's with him when I'm always the one who supports her emotionally when she's having a really hard time, but that she is attatched to him which has her questioning if she just really WANTS to be unhappy
(fucking doesn't make any sense to me, but whatever)
at this point I'm still at work but when I get home I just dump it all out there pretty much summing up everything i've said in this thread.
She clammed up and basically just said she needs time to think and sort everything out because she really just may have to make a decision instead of getting half a relationship from him in the sack and the rest of the relationship from me emotionally and intellectually.
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