hey guys
ok, so, it's been a while. and we've sorted things out on our side...both sides, and we are doing so much better.
we have not however spoken to a counselor just yet. i'm still trying to find one though, even though we're doing ok, i just want to prevent anything like this from happening again.
he's been so supportive over these last few weeks and so selfless and it was a side of him that i didnt see all that often. i was busy with my final assignments at college and stayed there every night till past midnight and some nights i didn't even come home and he's always be there to fetch me if i needed to be fetched and come and visit me when i wasn't coming home, even if it was only for a short while. he brought me food and i think now that it was he who sustained me and not the food
even though it took it's toll on him riding up and down to come to me, almost on the other side of the city...he still did, and i think know that i would not have been able to do it without him. without him encouraging me and pushing me to do better, and just being there for me, even if he just sat there in silence when he could have been doing something else.
anyways, i'm drifting off the point here, it's been a whole lot better and i hpoe it will continue to be this way. we havn't fought about anything really, besides thet little tiffs we'd have but that would all end in a smile or laugh or a tickle, a poke or a bite...all really very playful.
hopefully it continues this way for a long time.
oh, and by the way, in one week it will be our four year anniversary
