JinnKai it's ok I don't blame them for getting all defensive, all point of views and advices are welcome.
What's bugging me is that I've read a few posts saying that I was here hoping for understanding and that I was trying to justify myself. The point is that I am not justifing my behavior nor i am not looking for understanding.
I only wanted opinions from human beings different than I.
Now, i do believe that each of us has its own reality, based on its own experience and perception of the world, and in fact my approach to life is pretty quantistic and deterministic, i.e. something is not what it is until we give importance to it. The Cat Paradox.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Schr%C3%B6dinger's_cat
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