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jth - i understand your point. but let me articulate the situation with more details: she surely wouldnt go out only for a coffe considering that she led the sexual innuendos untill talking about sexual positions and other sexual stuff..... the point is that she loves sex and she wrote to the fake me that to love someone is different than just to go and have sex with someone and that she can do both, so it wasnt something innocent.
For doing what I did, I know I am not that innocent either, and i do recognize we are quite similar, and plus i just spoke with her on the phone and she told me how much she loves me and want to move in with me, next month..... so it's just a matter of her proably wanting extra sex with someone new.... nothing to do with being unhappy with me. we do stimulate and challenge one another quite a lot.
Again, I know i did something quite unfair, and i discovered something quite unfair. I will quote myself by saing that the situation is like this : I left on purpose a wallet on the sidewalk.... there are those who pick it up and steal it....those who bring it back to the police, and those who just keep going and ignore it.
See, i didnt force anything, I'd paste the chat text and show you guys how neutral i was, but it's not the case.
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