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There's no 50-50 here. You forced this result. You wouldn't have left her alone until she DID show attraction to your mythical cheat-target, because ultimately you're out to prove that people can't be trusted. You have SERIOUS trust issues, and until you resolve those, I urge you to stay out of relationships. You're going to damage everyone you're close with until you deal with this for yourself.
You should break up with her and not start another relationship until you can handle it like a grown-up.
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