You are not taking any responsibility for your actions. You ask for input, and then *completely* justify yourself, every step of the way.
Return the goddamn ring.
Sell/legally get rid of the goddamn gun.
Move out.
Leave the girl ALONE.
Get into counseling IMMEDIATELY.
NO more excuses. NO more justification. You've lost the girl (not that you had her in any way before), your housing, your credibility. You need to put the breaks on the situation before you lose more.
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"Love is a snowmobile racing across the tundra and then suddenly it flips over, pinning you underneath.
At night, the ice weasels come." -
Matt Groening
My goal? To fulfill my potential.
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