Though I am typically known as being a sensitive and benevolent soul.. *pause for laughter* .. I am going to give it to you straight:
You have lost touch with reality. Entirely. You need to immediately seek psychiatric help before you do anything dangerous with that gun you hid in your closet. The fact that you set off the creepy-alarm with her, her friends, her family, your friends, and everyone who has replied to this thread should give you some indication that perhaps the version of reality which your head is buried in is not the real world.
The fact that you don't understand how bizarre your actions or subsequent attempts to re-make reality, show that you really need to get some professional help. Stop drinking, sell the ring, and spend that money on a few dozen therapy sessions.
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seretogis - sieg heil
perfect little dream the kind that hurts the most, forgot how it feels well almost
no one to blame always the same, open my eyes wake up in flames
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