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I'm having some issues
I dunno, I know this might sound weird but I'm 22 years old and I love sex, maybe a bit too much even. However, I just dont feel "attractive* anymore. That might sound weird coming from a dude but its true. I got in two major car accidents in a 3 month period. The first one put me in physical therapy which happened in February. The last one happened 2 weeks ago.
I dunno, I'm feeling real insecure about myself with alot of things overall. I just graduated college before the accident and because of that I've been unable to work and I'm not and school. I've gained a good 20 lbs because I do nothing but sit on my ass all day. I used to be in pretty good shape now I feel like a blob. I think I have some major self esteem issues or something.
But yea, of course this is affecting my mental state of sexuality also. I've been with the same girl for 5 and a half years and the sex is still good. But even if she says its good and stuff I STILL don't believe it. It's weird. It really bugs me that I cant just accept a compliment or anything like that. Its gotten to the point where I dont even feel like doing it. I think I need therapy or something. If I tell her I dont want to do it, she'll kill me lol We both are sexually charged people so I dunno what to do about this
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