When I read your post it sounded almost exactly like my ex-husband. It never got better; it got a lot worse over time. We never got to the 'why.' And no matter 'why'... I can tell you first hand that resigning yourself to a situation like that, (honey i love you, I just can't stand to touch you or look at you), eventually wreaks havoc on your entire self esteem. And the damage can take a lot longer to get over than it does to cause.
I hope things worked out for the best for you, whether or not you kept the girl.
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