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It really does seem to me that you have no idea what is going on here. The lie about unprotected sex is valid. The having sex with some guy a month before you even existed to her in a relationship is thrown away completely; it doesn't matter, period.
You strike me as being very jelous, stubborn, and impatient. I'm not saying this to undermine your characteristics as a person, but more to try and help you understand some things. This relationship is over before it has even begun. You're taking steps to destroy it,yet you think you're doing the right thing. Walk away from her and move on to another fish. Sea full of them out there, all you have to do is find one. You don't seem like her type and she doesn't seem right for you. It's one thing to wonder if she's interested in this guy, it is a completely different situation when you start looking through her shit.
Just move on, save yourself the trouble; and don't do this in your next relationship. Trust is something that needs to be built and earned, it doesn't come for free.
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Fetch me the spirit, the son and the father,
Tell them their pillar of faith has ascended.
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