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Jeebus cripes, Itwasme! Scary dream - I hope the jist of it is that it's just a dream, not a remembrance of things with your ex. Interesting story for a book in any case.
So I've had a couple weird dreams lately - very memorable lucid dreams about leaving my husband. I wake up thinking they're very bad dreams, and not exactly embracing the theme, but still... I think I must be trying things on for size.
The most recent dream was that I saw him in his truck kissing someone else, and so sort of realized that our relationship was on the rocks. The dream progressed to him trying to talk to me, and me insisting that I just couldn't do it right then, and that if he insisted in hashing all this out right that second, that I was done, gone, the end. I'm sort of thinking that even in the dream, I was looking for an out, and asking for one, and taking it when my wishes weren't respected. God this sounds horrible, and I guess it may be, possible fodder for another thread, but it was a dream, so figured I might dump it here.
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