Sorry King, I misread one of your previous posts. I think you know what the right thing to do is, and I think it's not what you want to do. If those two were the same thing, or if you didn't know what the right thing to do was, you wouldn't be agonising over this, and wouldn't be asking us.
One response I got once to an old post of mine was that "guilt is not a popular emotion on TFP". I think someone said that guilt is a byproduct of societal conditioning, a concept of morals or something... but I think it's also to do with whether you care, and whether any actions you have committed or are thinking of committing are congruent with your self-concept and what you believe a person like you (or like the person you believe you are) would or should do.
I don't know if that makes any sense... I think you know what I'm trying to say this time.
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