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Well a week has gone by. It has been hard but i am still functioning heh.
She called and IMed last night and wanted me to come over to see her.
I declined and now I think she is really mad. I think she is wanting to think it is my fault for the break up.....
I mean just because i wanted a one on one relationship and not an open one i am to blame hehe.
I guess if i have to be hated for wanting to be faithful and loyal well there are worse things to be hated for.
Of course she just could be going through an anger stage and be uncertain of what she really wants......
It is hard but by keeping distance and not giving in to temptation i think i will be able to look at myself in the mirror and be ok!
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