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my smoking habbits are so strange. I have two personalities about it, one is that I am consistently around smokers, being a musician you're in bars an clubs, doing with other musicians who are smokers etc etc. The Temptation is always there. I will crack time to time and buy a pack, smoke it slowly over the course of like 2 weeks and then not buy a pack for months. It comes and goes.
When I am not smoking (which is the majority of the time) I hate smokers and hate going to smoky places yet I go to them even though it's bad for me. I'm not exactly the modle of health anyway but still. Especially in bars here in Texas when I moved here from Canada where smoking indoors is flat out illegal now in most parts of the country was such a huge temptation but I avoided it for a whole year until I got my own place and then said Fuck it I need a smoke. Right now as I'm typing this I feel like going to the 7-11 and picking up a pack because my stress level is through the roof and I know it would help me calm down and shit.
Must fight the devil....
IF smoking had no negative health repercussions I would most likely be a full time smoker
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