If I were you, I would give her the space she's asking for... if you truly have the connection you describe, she will realize what a mistake she's made by letting you go. However, I would ask her if it would be okay to email her occassionally just to keep in touch... say, once a month... but then STICK to that schedule. And when you do email her, do so without expectation... just a quick, "Hey, how are you? Hope things are well... Here's what's new with me." It will be tough and take a lot of self control, but fortunately you have a good destraction with your upcoming exams and graduation.
As for the heart vs. mind battle you have festering inside, just remember that she asked for this seperation... it's good that your heart tells you to fight for her, but fight when there are forces beyond the two of you keeping you apart, not when she asks for space.
Oh... and don't wish your life away. :-)
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