geez--i have no idea how to answer this question.
the piano is a huge abstract soundspace.
playing is sculpting time.
and it's my favorite drug.
but do the drug well, you have to practice.
practice is discipline and i go through phases with it.
right now, i am in a kind of in-between space, playing when i can but not having a routine set up yet.
the routine is important: i rely on it, i enjoy it: it gives me a space to shift out from underneath language and do other things in other ways. it is a space to play too many notes at altogether too high a speed and a space to play the smallest number of notes that you can stand while still implying the speed.
it is neither of those things.
it is a period in a box with a piano nearby.
it is a vacation from other people.
it is not that either.
this explains nothing.
i dont know what keeps me motivated.
i am not always.
i dont know how to answer the question.
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a gramophone its corrugated trumpet silver handle
spinning dog. such faithfulness it hear
it make you sick.
-kamau brathwaite
Last edited by roachboy; 02-20-2007 at 04:06 PM..
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