A lot of my fantasies are about women, but all of my partners have been men and I can't imagine ever going without one (sexually). I'd like to have the experience of being with a woman, but I know, as much as you can know, that I will continue having relationships with men. I'm believe in the Kinsey scale for men and women, but men are more represssed.
This has always felt a little uncomfortable for me because I'm a die-hard tomboy in some ways. I'm a girl who likes to work on cars, is an engineer, into sports, doesn't want to get married and have kids, but I'm still feminine (cripes, I think!
). Actually, sometimes I laugh because I look at my life and I see every stupid "lesbian" stereotype fulfilled: I like Subarus, Indigo Girls, whatever, leave me alone! On a side note, I don't know why everything awesome gets correlated to being a lesbian, but I guess people must think all lesbians have great taste in things. Needless to say, I've been teased for such things, but I believe that it's the reflex of males who are intimidated by strong female equivalents to label their female counterparts as lesbians, perhaps to somehow make those females more male-like and less demasculinating to themselves in some way? And it seems that society at large has adopted this idea, and that makes me sad. Anyway, for whatever reason, I have times when I'm acutely aware of how others see me in this way, and it can be uncomfortable. It's amazing how others' views of you can make you question yourself, but I've had some good honest talks with myself, and I like dudes.
