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ziadel · 01-30-2007, 02:32 PM

More and more the thought, or mebbe the fear that I've blown a micro-chip is starting to seep in around the edges of a manic way of thinking that I've grown accustomed to. Ya see, I'm ditching welding, not becuase I don't like it cause I do and not because of anything other than the fact that I'm not satisfied, I'm not in it. I've spent months, in the dark, just staring at this little flame, and I thought that my work, guiding the flame in the void was consuming me, but it wasnt. It's just that now, going from new york to eastern montana, from a city that had more people in it than this entire state to a sparse sleepy town of less than 400 people, something popped or let loose, and I'm just dealing with a flood now. I can't decide if this is just a huge personal epifany, or some vast mental abnormality thats chosen to maniest itself now.

either way, journalism school sounds like a really good way to stir the pot.

I dunno, just wanted to rant, feel free to call me stupid, you won't be the first.

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ziadel Myrmidon Location: In the twilight and mist.	sweet jesus, I almost fell into convention More and more the thought, or mebbe the fear that I've blown a micro-chip is starting to seep in around the edges of a manic way of thinking that I've grown accustomed to. Ya see, I'm ditching welding, not becuase I don't like it cause I do and not because of anything other than the fact that I'm not satisfied, I'm not in it. I've spent months, in the dark, just staring at this little flame, and I thought that my work, guiding the flame in the void was consuming me, but it wasnt. It's just that now, going from new york to eastern montana, from a city that had more people in it than this entire state to a sparse sleepy town of less than 400 people, something popped or let loose, and I'm just dealing with a flood now. I can't decide if this is just a huge personal epifany, or some vast mental abnormality thats chosen to maniest itself now. either way, journalism school sounds like a really good way to stir the pot. I dunno, just wanted to rant, feel free to call me stupid, you won't be the first. __________________ Ron Paul '08 Vote for Freedom Go ahead and google Dr. Ron Paul. You'll like what you read.