UPDATE: Ok, I'm feeling slightly less depressed today. Personally, I got to stop going on forums after 1am
--------------------------------
Since I'm currantly in a "My life is pointless" rut, it may dis/color my view of who I see in the mirror:
Contrary to the way I present myself, I'm strugling, and feel like a fraud.
I had a group of friends during high school. They were a bunch of pot heads and ditched class daily. Not wanting to go down their path, I abandoned them in my junior year. I've been a loner ever since. I'm going apart from the 3 friends I have, and I'll soon be down to just 1. Soon, my video games will be my only company.
I haven't had a date since last January, and before that, since high school.
Droped out of a tech school.
Failed at a network marketing company where many other types of people have succeeded.
I'll be 28 in a few weeks and I still live with mom.
I tell people my car died, but it was impounded and sold at an auction.
I'm in danger of being fired from work.
It's easier to deal with customer complaints at work than to make small talk with my coworkers.
I don't know if I'm actually confident or have simply become very good at faking it.
I can be detached to what's important in life.
Despite the ambition my mother had to flee from her family in Mexico to start a new life in California, I have none of it.
I don't want anything, and have nothing.
Although I make a great first impression, I can't live up to it.
I have to put a small smile on my face so that people stop asking me what's wrong.
No good has ever come of my having a crush on someone.
I have four times more dept than my annual income.