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I haven't started any new medications or supplements. I've tried to change my diet, but it's not a huge change.
I have, though, actually had some HUGE issues lately, but really just the past week or so. I'm also currently having a gallbladder attack (yay) and starting a cleanse today. From the research I've done, it seems as though all the stress I've been dealing with lately (mostly by NOT dealing with it and trying to be strong for everyone else involved) is finally just all falling down on me.
The thing is, the dream's been going on for longer than the current issues. I know that I suck at forgiving myself and letting go of things. Shit, sometimes little things that I know no one else would remember come up and haunt me and I end up being self-conscious for no apparent reason (to anyone else).
I'm really trying to get this worked out. The past two days have been the worst two days of my life. This gallbladder attack is worse than labor and childbirth.
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Anyone can be passionate, but it takes real lovers to be silly-Rose Franken
.... absence makes me miss him more...
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